This is my prayer

Whatever thy will is Lord, it's what I want to be in. It doesn't matter what, who, when or where. Just as long as you are there. This is my prayer.

Dear Lord in the name of Jesus Christ. I turn over my life to you. Please guide me in the next step. Show me what I should do Lord. I am unsure and somewhat confused. I need to be in you. I need to be free to do what you called me to do. I don't want to do anything that may go against or conflict the plan you have in your hand for my life. I've made many, many wrong choices and I've heard many concerned voices. Some of which, I am not quite sure of. I am your child Lord God in the name of Jesus Christ. I commend my life. I don't want to be controlled by no other than you Father. I don't want to sacrifice myself for any other or be a part of the works of the destroyer. I rebuke any and every thing that is not like you from among my spirit. I cast out all bitterness, envy strife, lies, deceit and resentment. Abuse and manipulation of the destroyer into the pits of hell. I am your chosen vessel and will not be bound by man in a spiritual jail.
I may not see as I may need to see. But I know that something is going on inside of me. I know that there is a need for change. A need for ending the cycle of the same old thing, happening over and over again. I can't pretend. I can't spend the rest of my life in the midst of a dream or fantasy, which is not the purpose you had for me. I must be free to do, to be. What you have in store for me. Nothing on this earth is worth the torture of my soul. Nor the lost of heaven for which I truly aim to go.
I pray in the name of Jesus Christ that you take over my life. End this sin, roundabout and within. Take away this confusion from among my day. End this thing that is happening. I don't know if this was of you from the very beginning. I do not know, if it is even the truth, or ever had anything to do with you. I once believed it was a part of the plan you had for me. But now, I don't understand. It's out of my hands. I just don't know. It seems the best thing I can do is to let it go. With a sense of obligation, there are more violations. With a sense of pressure, there's more that I treasure. With a heart of forgiveness, compassion and sympathy, there’s more that I need and divine loving truth that I seek. I prefer to be out, from among the doubt.
I can tell when something just isn't right. There’s a disturbance of peace from deep inside. I believe that's the comforter sending a warning to me.  Watch your step, and the direction you're going.
Maybe I should let go and think of this no more. Maybe I should shut the door and walk away, into a brand new day. I love so many, and I know the enemy will prevent you from giving it to any. He uses devices to command your attention as though it’s more important than what's heaven sent. Please Lord, please answer my prayer. I know I have been deaf and blind. But I'm ready to hear and I'm ready to see. Please Lord save me. Take my hand and help me to start all over again. I don't want to be lost in a world of turmoil where my very existence is just as a toy to be used as a tool by man doing the same old thing over and over again. I prefer to be used by you. Please Lord, put some clarity within me and groom me to be the person you created me to be. In the name of Jesus Christ, move the scales from my eyes so that I may see.

That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. For the scripture saith, Whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed. For there is no difference between the Jew and the Greek: for the same Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon him. For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. Romans 10: 9-13


For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Romans 8: 38­-39
That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. Romans 10: 9 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: Matthew 7: 7